Friday, September 18, 2009

You Never Know When You Might Need Some Help...

I have found that after losing everything to help out my step daughter and her drug addict, drunken, waste of skin and oxygen boyfriend who is now sitting and hopefully rotting in jail as I write this for a warrant, felony child endangerment and attempting to allude a police officer because the asshole ran from the cops and left his 2 year old behind....I have found that helping people is a good thing but some people expect it from you because either 1, they are your family or 2, they think the world owes them because theyve had it hard....
Well I've dealt with both those types and neither one is ever grateful but if you help people for the thanks and applause then you're doing it for the wrong reasons....HOWEVER, I would help any one of my friends or family until I had nothing left...which I have.
My question is this....why is it that now I am at rock bottom...no home...no money from my paychecks because I have to pay up everything I'm behind on and each week Im more behind than the last....why is it that some people take that as a sign to try and cheat me out of what little I have left...or make me feel like I am a worthless piece of scum because I have nothing....?
I will have something again...its only a matter of time...Im like the little engine that could...mostly because I have...I keep chugging along until I reach the top of the mountain, the only difference is this time I wont be heading full steam ahead into the downhill pits....lol.
So while I'm here saying....I think I can, I think I can....believe me I can...and I will...and if you treat me like a stupid idiot who is desperate to sell all my belongings for chump change and broken appliances you're the fool because I know its only a matter of time before I'm back on top and I'm gonna be using those appliances and things instead of saving to buy new ones because someone cheated me out of the ones I already had!
I healp people whenever I can because its the right thing to do, you never know when you might need some help in return....
When have you needed help or helped someone in need?

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